Jumat, 21 Desember 2012

The First Mess



The firt time was a mess
The second time wass a flat
The third time was a hurt
The fourth time was an empty
The fifth time was an innocent
The sixth time was a charmfull.
That how I see time after time. Feels like I can write a dozen pack of it.

Young when its not. Best of the rest. Gorgeous as we see. Cute as we do like it.
Solid as we together. Cold when its getting hard. Hot as its annoy.
Sweet as I smell when we’re close.
Time pass by 12 per 30.
Now you still you with the other you.
Then here I am, realizing what I’m staring at.
Don’t even care to the story that people told me.
Don’t even care that it was just an untold.

Then you see sth I our palace. On the other roof. Yes you all get it.
Well it kills me when I watched you take the first step.
Im dying to see you run for that.
Cause I still believe the word ‘us’ just for 2. You. Me.
Im sure there was no place for other.

Well, I’m still refuse for that shit.
Then here I am. With what I’ve seen time after time. As we grow up together.
So here I am. Realizing what I’m staring all this long.
And here I am. Who afraid of getting close. At my in.
Finally, here I am. Still flashing back from the first mess that we met.

Minggu, 16 Desember 2012

32nd 15.


Is it your face that I’ve seen on my dream?
Is it your laugh that I’ve heard in silence?
After all 15 that I’ve been trough this whole couple years
Oh baby I’ve seen you a thousand times
This is insane, yes I know. But love doesn’t come with instruction, right?
Oh baby you know that I missed you for a billion more
If I could, baby would run for you. But I can’t, because I wont
                                                                                             
Neither an ambition nor a pain, baby its not
This lunacy is overload                 
Neither a waiting nor an untold. Baby you know its not about that
Understand? Yes I know you can’t
Baby its about the 15
 The 15 on 4th this last ten
‘No’…. its me with the 32nd 15.
With you in million miles away from me